slow through eden

i miss being needed, expected, and welcomed. i miss rushing home to grab a camera and a sandwhich, then driving to a place i've never been before with others who are just as nervous and excited.

film and theater have become so important in my life...there is a camaraderie in it that i've never experienced before.

i wanted to write this in french, but my french level is about the same as a 7 year old.